The door is an interesting concept. It's the way in, and the way out. Yes, large buildings and companies have marked entrances and exits. But, at my house you come in and go out the same doorway, unless you don't want anyone to see you, Then you can do both at the back door.
Midnight tonight is that doorway, in a manner of speaking. In one moment we're exiting 2011 and in the next we're entering 2012. It's just a small step actually, a blink of the eye, one year to the next. It's the same door, out and in.
Would that the exit and entrance were something supernatural, a change that morphs us into a new man or woman with a totally new set of priorities, new eyes to see, a mind that is fresh and eager for the challenges ahead. Step across the threshold and suddenly your old habits, hurts, and hangups, as they say in Celebrate Recovery, go up in a wisp of smoke, like magic. Out with the old and in with the new, automatically when you step through the door of one year into another. Would that it could be so!
So, we make our list of course corrections, tangible steering adjustments to help us avoid some of the wrong turns and crashes in the baggage we drag along with us. Trouble is, these are usually a list of cosmetic alterations that really have little to do with the mechanics that define our direction. With our resolve in hand we step through this door with expectations of a totally new day. The positive attitude gurus applaud us as we plunge through this invisible gateway. Still, there's no audible bling announcing our transformation as we step through the door. On the other side, we're usually still the same person we were back there. The mat says goodbye ad hello. But, we're still the same.
There is a door with this kind of promise, that change. It is the biblical entry to a really new creation, the only real posibility to the kind of inner change most of us need. I don't know about you, but the kind of change that makes hurts, habits, and hangups go away is deeper, something that happens at the inner self and works outward. It's not a list of resolutions or two of three clever sentences about my weight or new priorities or better time management. It is the doorway to a totally new life, something that occurs in the heart. It is an encounter with The Door, Jesus Christ.
It's not magic either, or the wave of a wand, or a secret incantation. It's not a pill or a drink or a hand-shake or high-sign. No, it is a personal relationship. He actually takes up residence in our heart and changes us to his image, day by day, moment by moment.
The point here is, however, that stepping through door from 2011 to 2012 isn't a mystical moment when we leave behind the garbage of the past and suddenly are rid of the stuff that happened back there. The pages is clean, the calendar is new, and possibilities are enormous, the future exciting. But, the me is the same unless I have stepped though the real door too.
Happy New Year!